when the person you hate gets into trouble
i personally think there’s only so much heartache one person can endure before really shutting down. I think i’ve hit that point. I’m tired of all the heartache. I’m tired of getting my hopes up. I’m tired of letting people in too easily and trusting. I can’t believe i was so stupid. I allowed myself to be so susceptible to pain and hurt. I really have learned my lesson. That really is enough. If anyone ever wants my heart, they are really going to have to work for it. For now, the heart is closed.
So tired of being a second option. I give up